i'm tired

i give up

should i give up?

i know i don't want to

but i don't really know how to do this

it hurts though i try not to show it

i just act as if everything's ok

but i'm not

i'm hurting

and i'm sure you know

i still don't understand how we got here

you're putting all the blame on me

that's ok

but i hope you remember

that i tried to reach out

and you said nothing

and you just let this go on and on

i just feel it's so unfair to just dump all of this on me

when you knew that something was wrong

and you didn't say anything

nor do anything

but just went on

i love you

and i don't wanna give up

i'm still hoping

i just don't know how long i can last

i miss the way you used to look at me

the way you touched me

and kissed me

i miss you making love to me

what is it about me that makes it so easy to just completely ignore me?

i'd rather hear the brutal truth than be met by deafening silence